I guess I do owe you, my blogspace friends, an explanation of my previous post. I am taking a sabatical from my job at "Crack City" Medical Center. Heck, I've actually already turned in a letter of resignation with the required 6 months notice, but instead have been coaxed into an indefinite leave of absence. In essence, I'm still on the medical staff just in case I change my mind. "We don't want to lose someone of your caliber" convinced the folks in my group. At any rate, I've agreed to finish out next month's schedule, since it has already been made. Then afterward, I'm outta there.
Years ago when I was but a numbskull, doe-eyed medical student, I was already well forewarned by one of my mentor attending that this day would come. I told myself that if the day ever come when I am being told by some nonclinical administrator what tests I can or cannot order for my patients, I would resign my clinical privileges at that hospital. I promised myself that the day when the Utilization Review Nazi come after me, I would quit. Justified or not.
During last Monday morning departmental meeting, I was heartbroken. A completely nonclinical administrative staff handed out a some papers with detailed statistics on how many xrays (and of what body parts), CT scans, EKGs, CBC, Chemistries, Cardiac Enzymes, etc...that each one of us in the group had ordered for the fiscal year, with a ranking of each individual compared to our peers and that of the rest of the medical staff. Though she did not explicitly state that we can't order such and such studies, the implied message was quite evident. My spirits were crushed.
Yours truly was singled out during the meeting for ordering more CT scans than the rest of the group, and in fact, more than any other physicians on the entire medical staff. I quickly asked for stats of how many patients I saw for 2006, as well as patient seen/hr. in comparison to the others. Guess what? For CT's per patient seen, my number was actually very low. Just slightly above the part time doc who only work 2-3 swing shifts a month for us, and lower than the rest of the group. I then asked for the even more important stats, the number of positive CTs, how many of them were done on trauma patients, etc... The CT Nazi didn't have the numbers immediately on hand. I then asked for the medical record numbers of all the patients on whom I ordered the CT's. She didn't have that list either. So I left the meeting right in the middle, went onto the computer and logged into our web-based medical records. For the past few days, I've spent hours and hours going over every patients I saw for 2006. And boy, I saw a lot too, ~12,000. Only second to a partner physician who works more shifts than I do. And I only work weekend nights (Fri, Sat, Sun.), with an occasional swing shift to cover any hole in the schedule! Come to find out, some of the CT's ordered were done at the request of the surgeons on call (such as the appy's that you know were appy's but the surgeons wanted a CT), many were trauma related because of mechanism of injury (such as drunk or unresponsive roll-over MVA, or drunk and unresponsive with head trauma). You gotta scan these trauma cases with significant mechanism of injury because of a lack of history. Excluding for all the traumas, the majority of CT's were abd/pelvis CT's on elderly patients and patients with kidney stones with positive rate of over 90% for pathology. Some were of the chest looking for PE's, aortic dissection, etc...but accounted for less than 3% of total ordered. I wanted the stats on which docs have diagnosed the most aortic dissections and PE's by CT scans but they weren't able to provide that for me. I would dare argue that I'm right at the top of that list. Many of the CT's done weren't even ordered by me but by the admitting physician whom I consulted. But because my name was already assigned to the patient on the computer, the unit clerk just entered the order under my name. There were also many instances where the person ordering the CT was not me but one of my partners on the same shift. This happens because when the patients hits the door and get registered, they are assigned on the computer to a physician on duty in the ED to expedite standing orders. The name of the physician on the chart is not necessarily the one taking care of the patient because there are at least 2-3 of us on duty for any given shift, except after 1AM when the night guy flies solo.
The point of it all is that I DON'T WANT ANYBODY, clinical or nonclinical, to tell me what tests I can or cannot order on my patients when I am the only one who will ultimately held accountable in a court of law! I will not allow any MBA wielding pencil pusher with no clinical experience or background whatsoever dictate what I can and cannot do for my patients! I realize that medicine is just as much a business as any other businesses, and bottom lines must be met or kept in check. But the day when a physician loses his or her autonomy at a hospital, it's time to pack up the bags and call it quits, or move on. I'm taking a firm stand on this issue!
Speaking of lawsuits, here's Lawsuit #9 that I'm currently dealing with, adding to the stress and insult of it all. Three years ago, I saw a patient who came in complaining of "blood in urine" with dysuria, urinary urgency and frequency. Standing orders on her had been done by the triage nurse by the time I saw her. Her CBC was normal, negative on the urine pregnancy test, U/A showed large leukocyte esterase, many WBC, and many RBC's (not gross hematuria, only microscopic), but negative nitrite. The ratio of RBC to WBC was about 2:1. It was a clear cut case, I called it a UTI and discharged her on Bactrim DS without ordering a urine culture. Her physical exam was unremarkable, no CVAT. I gave instructions to follow up with her family doctor in 3-5 days or the internist on call that day for outpatient referrals, and also to return if worsening symptoms such as fever, vomitting, etc... It's one of those lawsuit nightmares that we've all read about in the medical journals, but it happened to me just the same. 3 years later this same patient returned to our ED, now she has gross hematuria, TNTC rbc's in her urine, severely anemic with a Hgb=6 and tachycardic. A CT scan showed a bladder mass with metastatic disease to one of her kidneys. She was transfused, underwent a full cystectomy and nephrectomy for transitional cell cancer. She now has a urostomy tube. Yes, I'm being sued for a misdiagnosis. And I do feel horrible for the lady that she had a bad outcome, but the situation was completely and truely beyond my control. She had exactly 2 ED visits, the first one 3 years ago, and the 2nd one when she was diagnosed 3 years later. Nothing in between. She never followed up with anyone during the intervening 3 years, and I guess she expected me to have a magic crystal ball up my ass! She argued that when I instructed her to follow up with a family doctor, she didn't have one. The internist that I had referred her to in the event she didn't have a family doctor, she never saw because she was wallet-biopsied when she showed up at his office. But she never returned to the ED until 3 years later despite persistent worsening symptoms even after finishing the week's course of Bactrim DS that I had prescribed. The plaintiff lawyer, with his expert witnesses, claimed that had a urine culture been ordered it would have proven that she didn't have a UTI, and that had she been appropriately worked up with a cystoscopy, she would have been diagnosed earlier. Bullshit! Strongly positive leukocyte esterase, many WBC's, microscopic hematuria, with symptoms of dysuria, frequency and urgency... is text book pathognomonic for a UTI. They argued that consultation with a urologist should have been done. The plaintiff attorney also charged that I had entirely ignored her complaint to me about severe gross hematuria and back pain in the history. Bullshit again! In medicine, there's the subjective history from patients and then there's the objective findings. The latter proved that she did not have grossly bright red urine when I saw her. By their ridiculous arguments, every patient with a UTI would then need to see a urologist for a cystoscopy. Absurd!!! And also, there's the issue of the statute of limitation. C'mon, I saw her 3 years ago! But the letter of the law is rather obscure and is up for interpretation. The exact wordings on statute of limitation in this state is weird, it refers to the "time of discovery", which allows the plaintiff lawyers room for much laxity.
The straw that broke this camel's back has come. It's one thing having to put up with the Press-Ganey bullshit and having artificial patient satisfaction survey scores tied to your reimbursement, but this loss of autonomy is a devastating blow to the heart. I can't take it no more! I'm standing firm on principle. It's time to move on after 7 years at CCMC. The hospital administrators won't give a crap whether I stay or go, of course. Their contract is with the group, not me. I'm just a doc in a box and working stiff to them. ER docs are easily expendable, and that's a fact, jack. No matter how exceptional you are! They can fire our group and bring in another one at a drop of a hat. Our group's contract with the hospital expire in July anyway. Many corporate groups out there would gobble up the opportunity to come in and take over. In fact, 6 of them bidded against us for during last year's contract renegotiation. I guess I can find another job at an ED elsewhere, but this erosion of the physician's autonomy is probably gonna be the same everywhere. I hate being a hospital based physician as the position puts you at the mercy of the hospital administrators who don't knows squat about patient care. But working at an urgent care clinic would be just too boring for me.
Isn't it ridiculously ironic? The hospital is ragging my case for ordering too many tests, despite that they are justified, while a patient is suing me for not ordering enough tests, despite that there were no justification for such. Cystoscopy for a UTI, oh my goodness!
What's next for this burned out doc? I dunno. Opus? I guess I can continue to blog about the cases that I've seen in the past, like good ol' Dr. Sid Schwab in retirement. I'm still too young, though, and don't have enough $$$$ to retire yet.
Friday, April 06, 2007
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Hope you really DON'T stop blogging....have enjoyed your posts immensely!
Aren't you going to find another position somewhere?
Sounds like you are having a stressful time. Please don't stop blogging,I really enjoy your posts. I'm sure there's room in the blogging community for another Sid.
Just discovered your blog a couple of days ago....sad to read what's happened. I've been there....left and went to another Hospital...same song different verse.
Be strong, you're in the right.
Doc, you gotta do what's best for you. I can respect that and I admire your gumption for sticking to your standards.
Take care of yourself.
Blogging might be theraputic. Do whatever you need to though.
You know what might have happened to the lady with the UTI? She doesn't have the money for treatment, so she hoped that she could get just the medical bills paid. Heard radio commercial, called lawyer, who could care less about her but is using her as leverage to make another quick buck.
When I was young and naive, I had a car accident that was the other lady's fault. She called 911, lied to me saying that they wouldn't send anyone out because our cars could move (???) despite me having a 2 week old baby in the car. (We called the 911 administrative office and found out she'd actually told them not to send anyone out because everything was fine.) She admitted to me at the time it was her fault, and that her own kids weren't seat belted. Then she lied to the insurance company and it was my word against her word. The insurance company did find in our favor, but only 60% of replacing an old but very reliable car. There was no way we could get any vehicle that would replace what we had. We were dirt poor, and just needed the car replaced. So we tried a lawyer. Within a week we backed out because it was clear this lawyer dude was slime. Charming to us, but clearly bottom of the pond scum who was quite willing to lie and pushing us to find more suffering than there actually was.
I can see how such a creature could take a lady like that in who just can't afford the medical bills. Both you and she are victims of pond scum lawyers. He's made her into a victim and taken all her self power, so he can use her as an excuse to make money off you, the guy that tried to help her.
Or she was an irresponsible vindictive witch to begin with. I don't know. I just know that lawyers who get rich off of the suffering (both real, embellished, and directly caused by themselves) of others are wicked, evil beings.
A portrait of a very bright future for us med students (NOT!!!).
I start wondering why I've chosen medicine out of all the other things I could've done...
I'm an MS2, studying for my genetics final over what should be an Easter Break. STEP1 is looming, and today I discover your blog. I read it all, and now I've shed tears. Is this what I'm working for?
Substitute nurse for ER doc, and now you know....
Anyway, keep on blogging - you can start a news blog, make it private or open by invitation, if you want to control who reads.
Ever think about possibly investigating Doctors Without Borders? Or a faculty appointment?
From reading your posts, I can't envision you being happy without patient cases.
email me anytime if you want empathy - been there. univrslhealth /at/ /gmail/ /dot/ /com/
Hello,
I am a huge fan of your blog. I am a second year med student interested in ER. I read your blog even more religiously then a textbook; there is that much medical information and instruction there. That having been said I think you should look into an academic career switch, where you could train eager residents and Students. It sounds like you have much to teach and many of your issues would be mitigated while still practicing good inner city medicine. The caveat is that it may not be as financially rewarding but the docs at my inner city hospital academic medical center seem to have tremendous satisfaction.
BF MS2
Hang it there, Charity Doc. Don't stop blogging. Come back when you are refreshed, perhaps at a new place. Kudos for sticking to your principles!
I am right there with you. I have been out of residency for a grand total of 9 months now and haven't even come close to the inequities that you have had to deal with. I now realize that my clock is ticking. If I could pay off my student loans right now and get out, I would be gone.
I do think your blog is terrific and completely accurate. The sad part is I have realized that to survive in this profession you can't give a shit. You can't care about the pt's or your partners or anything else you can't control. You have to go in to a shift with your head down work your 12 hours and just go home. The problem is many of the good one's care too much and it wrecks their lives.
I do appreciate the ability you have given me after reading your blog to go see that 4th abd pain of the night who is eating Cheetos and drinking Mountain Dew in the ED. Godspeed to you Charity.
Are you sure there wasn't a prize involved for ordering the most CT scans? Like a trip to the Bahamas?
I love when idiots come forwad with "stats" that make their point, but don't show the correct picture.
I stand by what I said earlier, Doc. Take care of you! Listen to your instincts - it seems that they've served you well in the past. And I'll still be prayin'.
I agree with ya. Come on down to Podunk. The money ain't as good in our little ER, but the nurses are more respectful and the "big city" utilization review Nazi's haven't quite caught up to us yet. In fact, a good reason to do a CT in our ER is the statement: "He ain't right...."
And if you wanted private practice, there is absolutely no doctor in this town that works a full work-week. They all quit at noon on Friday...
charity doc please hang in there! it wouldn't be far from the truth to say that i lap up each of your blog posts religiously, it's really given me a new perspective on emergency medicine. i really hope you find somewhere you're happy in! all my best wishes go out to you
My God. I'm so sickened and depressed. That mindless suits with healthy God complexes are being allowed to drive the excellence out of medicine and take the excellent docs with them is devastating. I guess if I ever need to go to the hospital, I'll consider doing these short-sighted number crunchers a favor and simply dying.
I've been out for 2 years almost and I've already started a business on the side. No income yet, but fully bought into forming LLC, getting an accountant & corporate lawyer to help me make my exit from the ER when it's financially feasable.
Then I'll do volunteer overseas medical work as I'm currently doing, but more than 2 weeks per year.
You are in the right, and we are behind you.
Charity Doc., Im glad you are standing firm on your beliefs. Don't let them push you around.
As for this lawsuit, it sounds the silliest i have ever heard of. You are there for emergency medicine. You are not a family doc or an onc. It is amazing to me that people can see you one time in an emergency setting and then sue you for not diagnosing cancer. I have cancer, I was seen in the ER 's prior to my diagnosis. None of them diagnosed me. Anyway, who waits 3 years for follow up and then blames an ER Doc that she saw one time? Well, I just dont know what to think about that. Its crazy!
Stand your ground! You are a good Doc, any ER would be lucky to have you!
Don't give up hope, Charity Doc - not all the EDs are like Crack City's ED. Also, there are many ways to apply your clinical skills part time and still do great creative things with the other half of your brain full time. You're exhausted and beaten down - but when you've recouperated a bit you'll be able to look up from the hell you're in and see blue sky. Seriously, if you want to bounce creative career ideas off of me (I did half a residency in EM - then switched to PM&R - and now I'm co-leading a Revolution) I'm here for you. Keep fighting the good fight. You have many fans (see above!)
I completely understand your principles and you're in the right, but I'll be sad to see a break in your blog. Your posts are wonderful reads and your humanitarianism shines through.
Good luck with your future endeavors, whatever they may be.
Dear Charity Doc, yours was the first blog I discovered and I love it so, for my own selfish reasons I hope you never stop. I feel your pain, see my post for today, why is it that people that don't take care of patients tell us how to do so? The clueless get to make all the rules. Right at this moment I am sitting here trying to decide my next career.
I wasn't aware that MDs were criticized for ordering TOO MANY CTs. At our hospital, we have so many inappropriate CTs that it's nauseating. I assume that the doctors get more money for more tests run...that's the only explanation for some of these tests. A Chest CT on a 20 year old who has had a cough for 1 week with "chest pain", no shortness of breath, and a clear CXR is common, for example.
I've practiced emergency medicine for about 12 years now, and in all that time I've never been pressured by an administrator or medical staff member to order more or less tests than I thought were medically (or medicolegally) necessary. The issue has never even come up in a discussion.
If it had, I'd be just as pissed as you, and I wouldn't want to work for such a facility either.
If you are really seeing 5 to 7 patients per hour (by my rough calculations given the data you provided) then you are far and away the most efficient ER doc I have ever heard of. The occasional lawsuit is inevitable given that rate of flow, because there is no way you can possibly chart all of the BS that helps to protect yourself from suits.
There are better gigs out there, though. The average at my facility is 2-3 patients per hour, and we all seem to make a pretty good living.
I was completely burned and ready to quit my first job out of residency. Too many patients, too little support, no infrastructure, and not enough money in the world. Sound familiar? I changed jobs and found a place that is better, and 6 years in I can honestly say I am happy as a clam. Working part time and making MORE money, love my staff and patients, and if I need something I generally get it from admin. Hang in there - you sound like a great doc, Lord know the world needs them! There is more than one way to practice medicine so find a system that will work for you. Hey, our ED is hiring...look around Everett, WA. Best of luck to you, whatever direction you go.
One of the best things I ever did was quit my first job after leaving the protection of residency. I worked for industry for a while, then found that clinical medicine still appealed to me (you think administrators can be bad, check out the corporate gnomes!), Anyway, I was like a fly buzzing against a window in my first job and never saw the open door right beside the window. But once I did, the change was really great, and good things flowed from there...
You do what you think's right. Your basic instincts are the best to follow.
Best of luck to you!
I feel burned out and depressed just reading that.
Hope you manage to find a path that strikes a balance between what you're good at (clearly, emergency medicine) and what you can sustain over the long term.
Maybe try a locum up here in Canada? You'd likely find the pace a bit slower, but I'd be interested to hear your take on the practice of emerg here vs. there.
Take a break, take care of yourself, and find something you love better. That may just be another ED, not a total change. Love your blog--and as an ER nurse, we sure need great ED docs!
Come work at our teaching hospital! We could use a doc like you!
A fellow blogger, I think Ambulance Driver, sent me to you and this particular post of yours. I just blogged about the injustice of hospitals and not taking care of pts sent to them. It wasn't a direct hit at the ER docs, but, that couldn't one ER go ahead and order tests on a pt that has a brain tumor, but was sent to the bigger hospital because tiny hospital didn't know what to do and assumed it had gotten bigger because the guy was having sudden vision trouble. I know, key word - assumed. We were told that because podunk didn't take the test themselves or even send previous records and tests, then the bigger hospital would just send him home in a couple of hours without seeing him.
I'm shameless, come see my blog. The post makes more sense than what I write here.
I only work one week a month, all the non-medical BS that is attached to full-time work and training in a tertiary hospital meant I left to pursue another childhood dream.
I think you are amazing, and I just wanted to thank you for inspiring me to be a better and stronger doctor (when I am on shift). I wish you happiness and health no matter where life takes you :)
Goddamn it, this pisses me off. The ironic injustice of the whole thing is palpably clear. This whole world is a cesspool of blame, and anyone who stands up for what's right has a big lawsuit target on their head. These unreasonable suing patients and their money grubbing lawyers have no respect for decency.
that being said, think of all the people you've helped. they are the only ones who matter.
OH Man. Do I hear what you are saying. My stats: 7 years of EM practice. 5 lawsuits (all bullsh**). 2 of them filed by illegal aliens refered to some lawyer sharks who specialize in that CRAPPOLA by the Mexican Consulate. And the usual mountain of administrative bullshit.
I seriously considered biting the bullet and pursuing a different residency (derm, gas, or rads) but found that it might be tough to get into programs because the residencies with not get their $$ from the government if you are doing a second residency.
So it has me by the balls, I have a family to provide for. Plus, I am a damn good doc. A lot of prayer and mountain biking has helped. I know think I understand Solomons bood of Ecclesiastes. For know this is my lot in life.
Guess what? This is reality. It is happening all over the country. This same thing (CT ordering) was discussed at out ER docs meeting last week. Welcome to the future of medicine where liability worries and financial bottom line collide.
Guess what? This is reality. Welcome to the future of medicine. The same subject - overordering of ct scans - was discussed at our ER docs last meeting. This is the future of medicine where liability concerns and the financial bottom line collide. Its only the beginning.
Best wishes
Our administration recently came to our meeting with stats on how many uninsured patients we each admitted implying "too many".
Their second message was "pay attention to EMTALA. We don't want any violations or investigations."
What a bunch of f******'s
You know in my experience hospital administration, as a whole are not too bright. I am the medical librarian. I pull and do the research for both groups.
Doctors: position won by decades of grinding mind numbing school and advanced degrees accumulating unbelievable debt, taking all the hard courses since you were 10, years of residencies, years of no holidays, weekends or uninterrupted nights sleep, 16 hr days, dealing with really sad situations on occasion, and you are the one with a license that gets sued ….. Vs. administration: position often won by social contacts, a MBA now available on the internet, and a salary often over $100,000. I think the key with administration is that they must move on often before everyone sees the emperor has no clothes.
You could see in about 10 seconds all the flaws in their feeble attempt at a study. Sadly a study they probably worked many months on, ordered special computer software programs for, and will drag out often as their crowning achievement....
You know, even on a personnel level the person presenting the information should have met with you before the meeting and asked for input.
Why are you letting people who have no idea what they are doing, perfect examples of the Peter Principle, who are only going to stay a few years before they move on, make you quit or do anything you don’t want to do. I have been fired and rehired more then once. Administration fires me and then the medical staff makes them rehire me. Often in the same day, I don't even have to leave my desk. I really like my job. I am seldom influenced by anything they tell me to do, and still celebrating 20 some years of passive resistance.
http://www.matsuregional.com/index_flash.php
I just visited a friend here. It's a town made of strip malls but if you look beyond it and you needn't look that far, you will see mountains and luxury homes. They are 45 minutes from 4-star dining in Anchorage and Broadway plays. (And Chilkoot Charlie's!) There were freaking MOOSE in the hospital parking lot in January! It's amazing!
You can go there and rename your blog to Mountain ER Doc. They have their fair share of methamphetamine use (it's the national capitol for production!) and a few gang related skirmishes but you'll also be treating injuries suffered from fishing and hunting accidents and the usual problems associated with every day life.
Good luck!
I'm sorry to hear about all the bull sh*i. Kudos for standing up for what you believe in. I am sure you'll find a better fit somewhere.
Hopefully you'll be back in the game and hopefully in a place where you can be happier. Perhaps a break is in order so that medicine can be fun once again.
While you're still mad though, and the fact that you're an enjoyable read, perhaps you can do some writings to the right people and maybe shed some light on this problem?
I have the attention span of a gnat, but I can sit and read all of your writing.
Good luck in the future. I'll continue to read whatever you write.
God Bless you doc. I'm not far behind. As much of a short-attention span guy as I am I also burdened with a pretty clear long term sensibility and I see the job we do getting harder and harder to do as we have been trained. The money is secondary but will become more and more of an issue. Right now I'm considering a fellowship in something with normal hours or a complete career change. Please keep us posted and get some rest.
God Bless you doc from a fellow traveller. Right now anything seems better than what we do. I'm probably going to do a fellowship or get out entirely. Please keep us posted and good luck. Get some rest .
DUDE... I feel your pain. I left a surgical residency mid-stream to do Pathology because of all the bullshit. Go into the light!
Doc,
It sounds like taking a break is precisely what you need. You don't have to retire, but pulling up a nice patch of beach and enjoying fruity drinks with umbrellas should be your first priority.
No doubt, the system is caving in under the weight of greed and stupidity. No doubt, the myriad issues in healthcare today impact you personally and have depleted your reserves. In the language of alcoholics, you've hit rock bottom. And no doubt, the world is a better place and so many tens of thousands of lives are improved because of your caring and careful work in the past.
You've made your sacrifices and taken your lumps. Giving of yourself to others is an important part of a living a life worth living, but it's not the only part. Please, take a well-deserved break from what's expected of you and spend some time just enjoying the privilege of being alive.
If you arrange things correctly, you probably have the luxury of some time, so let the muscles in your back, neck, and scalp stay continuously relaxed for a couple months before you force yourself to make the big decisions. You're a great person - it comes through clearly in your writing - so I hope you'll take care of you for a while now. And I bet you've got a whole heck of a lot of other readers who would agree with that.
Oh man, this is a terrible story. Just like in nursing, there are jobs from hell and jobs from heaven and you can find a better one easily.
Do keep blogging, though! At least we'll still have you here!
Hey Doc,
Wanted to tell you to keep your head up. Hope you're able to get through this crisis, will miss your posts, but I totally understand. That's why I believe administrators need to have medical background and spend at least 2 days a month in the trenches...tends to illuminate them a little more about the reality of life in health care.
-Wanderer
By the way, I meant no disrespect of your blog title in my 3rd comment on Nurse Ratched's Place's posting (in which I retort to Universal Health blog's criticism of nursing blog titles such as Nurse Ratched and others and nurses' word choices in their blog postings):
http://nurse-ratcheds.blogspot.com/2007/04/in-defense-of-nurse-ratched.html
I simply used your title to make a tongue-in-cheek point about "stereotypes" and how they don't mean anything in blog titles, etc.
Oh for crying out loud, doc. Didn't I tell you in this comments section that it was a "tongue-in-cheek" comment? Didn't I? I happent to respect the fucking hell out of you (there, you made me go and use the F-word), and you got mad at me for poking a little fun at male doctors blog titles.
Dammit, I happen to think the world of you but I am going to be honest here and tell you that you're in a crochety mood and I'll bet dollars to donuts that your nurses are walking on eggshells around you. One of them needs to give you a neck massage or something. Anything, to calm you down. Because you're taking things too seriously.
Don't make me come to Crack City, Sir.....
+1 on the neck massage.
Nothing rejuvenates like a 3 am neck massage from your favorite nurse.
Really.
I really love your blog! I read medical blogs all the time and have read quite a few, but yours quickly, quickly became my favorite. Why? Because you talk medicine candidly with a great attitude. Post after post: medicine, medicine, medicine. I love it!
Thanks for your blogging and keep doing what you're doing, in the ED and out!
-MidWest Med. Student
I haven't been by here for a while, and I'm really sorry to see this post. I've been there: seeing such idiotic data as how many scans ordered without even thinking about the denominator is a perfect example of the idiocy of much medical data in general and of some administrators in particular. I admire your courage as much as I've admired your writing. Take a few to cool down, do some writing. The world is still your oyster, if no longer your crawfish.
I am sad to hear about your situation, both with the hospital and the lawsuit.
I most definitely would NOT have done a cysto initially on that lady who is suing you. She did have all the symptoms of a stereotypical UTI, and truth be told, I would have been rather peeved had you called me in the middle of the night. A urologist NEVER gets called for a simple UTI.
A urology consult would have been appropriate should she have followed up with a PCP with persistant or increasing symptoms.
Who the f@#$ is this expert witness? I want to have a few choice words with him....
Sigh!
Do what you gotta do man. Medicine doesn't give a damn about those who embrace it. You have to know when to walk away.
Those fucking assholes. That hospital doesn't deserve you. Let them rot. Walk away and never look back. I know an ER doc who opened up two walk in clinics and is hugely successful.
Sell your house/boat/car/stocks and sink everything into an urgent care clinic right next to the hospital. Demand a credit card number before you see anyone.
ER docs have an impossible job. Stop doing it. You are only making yourself crazy.
Based on what you posted, there is no case, no breach. At that time, a CT scan was not indicated.
Good luck on the case. I'll be happy to help you out.
I wanted you to know that I read your blog because it is very interesting. I have been very fortunate to have had some capable ER docs in a couple of emergency situations--both of which required CT scans to find the problems (gallbladder was feeling splodey in one instance). I would consider myself lucky to be on the receiving end of your care, and I am disgusted that bean counters are involving themselves in the doctor-patient relationship.
You're a person who knows the value of life. They're trying to put a price on it. I really wish someone would take this story and run with it, lay open the facts for the public to see.
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